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IF I WERE GOD
“As we grow up, we realize it becomes
less important to have more friends and more important to have real ones.”
Everybody deserves a real best
friend, me too. I have lots of best friends in my elementary school. We always went
to canteen together, we bought the same snacks, but we did a lot together. Yet,
since we graduate from the school, we grew apart, having different junior high
school made it hard for us to stay together. As time passes, we had less
communication. At that time, I thought, I didn’t really feels like I had best
friends before because I don’t know how life’s going with them now, they don’t know
me anymore. Our story ends.
When I
enter my junior high, I was longing for a best friend. I mean
the-real-best-friend. I wanted someone to share my experiences and
secrets with. I wanted someone to understand me even if we go apart
someday. I want to have a-timeless-real-best-friend. I really mean it. I
started to imagine this friend. Often I imagined our conversations and what we
would do, but I didn't give my imagination a face. I remember looking up in the
sky and wishing for this friend.
I was selected to be acceleration
student, at that class I found what I’d wished before. I had wished for a best
friend, but the universe gave me so much more. I have met one of my soul mates.
We can sense each other, and it just takes one look and we know what the other
one is thinking. Hehe.
Her name is Amanda. Some of you may
already know the story between Manda and I. Yap, she is my -timeless-best-friend-.
I started to get to know her in the first year of junior high. We did some
projects together and became closer and closer as we could talk for hours about nothing and everything. She was one of the easiest people to get along with.
Everyone likes her. We were honestly the same person, saying the same
things at the exact same time. Or saying something that one of us was about to
say. Being this similar we got mad at each other easily is beautiful :)
We told each other things know one
else knew. Kept secrets about each other and supported each other no matter
what. We listened and really
understood each other. I thank to God for sending me this girl. She is
the strongest girl I’ve ever met as she got many temptations to deal with. In our
8th grade, her father was passed away because of a serious disease. It
hurts her so much. Yet she can get up from this gloomy stage.
She really wants to get in Leadership
Academy, the school I have studied in, but God has sets another way for her. Now
she is studying in Senior High School 1 Malang, and she will graduate from that
school this year as she continues her acceleration program. One more case I
want to tell you, on the first year of our senior high school, her mother was
passed away because of a cancer disease. This incident made her down. I tried
to cheer her up everyday. As I said
before, -she is the strongest girl I’ve ever met-. One month, two months, her spirit
rises again.
We have been best friend for almost
4 years. Even now we go apart and we are in the different school, we always
keep our communication. We always ask each condition, we always support each
other no matter what. I love being her best friends.
If I were
God,
I would always
be there to take care of her
If I were
God,
I would prevent anything bad from happening to her
I would prevent anything bad from happening to her
If I were
God,
I would prevent
tragedies from happening to her
If I were
God,
I would bring
her joy, not a single dismay
If I were
God,
I would tell
her she would never alone, and I would always beside her.
But I'm not,
I'm only mortal
Dear Manda,
I know I
can't always be by your side
I don't have
special powers to always make you fells okay
You know, I sad
when you fall and I can't help you up
But what can
I do?
I’m only a
16th year old girl
I only can offer
my love and unconditional friendship
I only can ask God to always take care of you, protect you
I only can ask God to always take care of you, protect you
Take care
there
I miss you
so bad
-nat-
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